DURGA PUJA

Yes.....i can feel it in the air now...well honestly speaking,im not.though im trying to. Well today we went out for the first time this season to collect 'chanda' or donations for the puja.And now this is the start......
I still remember my younger days when we would stop all our studies the moment the bamboos were brought in for the pandal construction.And as the construction progressed,the bamboo structures were put up we would climb on them and play various games.Last year i also tried climbing those bamboos but as i went to the height of say15 feet i started feeling scared and climed down.And when i was a kid i would climb all the way up which would be around 30 feet or more.
Hmmm.......those were the really fun days..no worry,no tensions...only tension was getting home by the deadline set by parents and passing exams in school.Wish i could really go back into those days!!!!!

totally pissed off

today im feeling totally fucked up and my minds going hayward.....im stoned and that hasnt provided the relief it should have otherwise.everything seems useless now...my life,my career,my future...everything.i dont know why but sometimes i feel like this and the present chain of events around me has added fuel to the situation.i thik i will have to go for a ride after sometime in the early dawn air...i dunno if any of you has experienced this morning ride but it clears up your mind unlike anything and refreshes you too....
i dont know who invented the internet nor the person who has the idea of blogs,but i really thank em all for providing many people a place to empty out their feelings who otherwise have no place to let it vent out.

Ambition

Ambition!the word seems so funny to me.when you are a kid everybody asks you what is your ambition in life....what do you want to become when you grow up.well the answers can be funny too.
As for myself,i wanted to be a taxi driver when i grew up.the idea of roaming the whole city in a car fascinated me.and you can earn in that way also.well such is the mind when you arer a kid.
I remember one of my friends wanted be a "Hero" in cinemas and do all the fighting with villians.
Well some kids also had the family instilled ambitions of being a doctor,engineer or scientist without even knowing what they really are and what they really do.

Well considering the present conditon of mine the possibility of me being a cab driver cant be denied.well but it may change also to an autorickshaw driver...:-) considering i may not be able to buy even a taxi for me....

some pictures

lately i have been trying my hands on photography.though my photography weapon is only a crammy nokia 6610i and it returns a noit very clear picture....still its enough for me.

now let the pics do the talking:


sign on a to be opened liquor shop which reads:
break the black hand of the owner of the liquor shop.

my picture in a mysterious surrounding


the bridge at jadavpur university.from this
angle dosnt it look like the howrah bridge?


same bridge closed due to rotten wood planks.
well supposedly...............................

another angle...with the lake beneath it.


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29

well haveyou ever played the card game 29?if not you dont know the charm of the game.at first i was very reluctant to play it,but now that i have got into it,i cant give it up.so everytime,well which is everyday i get around with friends we start playing 29 and continue upto 4-5 hours at a stretch.

well pleasures of leading a useless life.