Where has She gone?

She came to me.

She came to me at night when I would be in my room, alone and lonely.Her visits were frequent.She showed up more often after a few puffs.She was my solace.I used to take refuge in Her.We would spend time together and when i was done with Her, I felt relieved,I felt free.
Sometimes I would remember Her during the day and pray hard that She came back at night.We had a lovely time together.Nobody in this whole world could have taken Her place.


But as fate would have it, She was gone one fine day.She has not come back till now.And I don't know why She left!I still sit in my room, lonely and restless and wait for her.

But in vain.

No matter how much I try, I cant get her back.
It seems like a part of me is missing.She has left me on my own, stranded in this cruel world.

Now, people who know me must be wondering who this '' She '' is. Well don't be alarmed, She is not human.She is a part of my mind.My ability to put down verses, to be precise.I'm not a poet,nor do I want to call myself one.But penning down those line sort of provided me a relief, helped me to give a vent to my accumulated emotions.And now i cant get the relief.
Sure i do play with a few lines here and there but that hardly seems to serve any purpose.

If any of you good people out there know what is wrong with me,please let me know.I will be highly obliged and be grateful to you for the rest of my life.